Monday, May 30, 2011

What you need?

People are insecure..
give them confidence.

People like to feel special..
sincerely compliment them.

People are looking for a better tomorrow..
show them hope.

People need to be understand..
listen to them.

People lack direction..
navigate for them.

People are selfish..
speak to their needs first.

People get downhearted..
encourage them.

People want to be associated with success..
help them win.

People desire meaningful relationships..
provide community.

People seek models to follow..
be an example.


"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."

~ Alexander Graham Bell 

Good morning

Never blame any day in your life.
Good days give u happiness,
Bad days give u experience.
Worst days give u a lesson.
Have a good morning and great day ahead.

Notes: Start with a smile and enjoy you day.

It's my brother's wedding. Let's be happy.
Sunday, May 29, 2011

Break free

Friendship make prosperity more shining and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.
Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC)

It is well to give when asked but it is better to give unasked, through understanding.
Kahlil Gibran (1883 - 1931)

The only joy in the world is to begin.
Cesare Pavese (1908 - 1950)

Delay always breeds danger; and to protract a great design is often to ruin it.
Cesare Pavese (1908 - 1950)

Friday, May 27, 2011

I dreamed a dream

There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

My ordinary life

Expect cloudy skies today..
with showers in certain areas.

I'm heading out.
What a nice weather.
My friends..
This unchanging scenery..
I though these comfortable days would last forever.
Actually, I'm sure they will go on forever.

The truth is, it's all fake.
Most people live their lives without ever realizing it..
but this world  is full of untouchable secrets.

I probably won't find anything in my random searches, thought.
I feel at peace here.
Even more than I do at home.
My ordinary life ended when I died..
but I never imagined a more terrible fate would be waiting for me.
For sure, nothing last forever.
Saturday, May 21, 2011

Promise you

I promise you that one day,
I'm going to take you out on a date.
And it's not in the middle of the road..
I promise you that.
I'll remember it.

I saw you a while ago text someone.
Maybe it's your friend right?
Asking where are you.

Do you have a boyfriend?
I might be making a fool out of myself here..
Trying to look cute to you..
and then you might have a boyfriend.
Am I really that crude?
That's not crude.
That's just being honest.

So do you have a boyfriend or not?
I hope not.
You know what, we've been together the whole afternoon and yet..I still don't know your name.
And aren't you going to ask my name?
Friday, May 20, 2011

Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides

Pirates of the Caribbean was among my favorite movies in my list. New series that is Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides were released on 19 May 2011. Without any hesitation, we took our chances to watch this movie in cinema. Five of us watching this movie.

Each of us just need to pay around five ringgits. That's to our student's card. You save our day. Advantage of being a student.

After that we buy something to chew and drink. I bought two sausages and a soft drink. Simple. We sit separately because the cinema almost full at the time we arrived to buy some tickets. I sit at the back of the cinema. Too far. Luckily I did brought my spectacles. So that I can see clearly.

Not as clever as the first, as fun as the second or as epic as the third, On Stranger Tides is still a decently fun swashbuckler it just isn't a very good one.

Deeply hurt

With no direction in life.
I need a direction to direct me.
God, I thought love would conquer all.
You know what I did?
I think about to elope.

I really thought we will be okay but..
Fate has been written for us.
But of course I fought for it.
I still went out of my way to see her.

I did not know that you had someone else.
You broke up with me because..
You found our relationship too complicated.
That's it.

She simply give up.
It was so easy for her.
Just simple and easy for her.
She said she suffering a lot.

I deeply hurt.
As if I have so many mistakes..
that I have to pay for.
Thursday, May 19, 2011

It's Destiny

You see, this just great.
What is great?
This is called destiny.
Do you believe in destiny?

For me, I believe that everyone has a destiny.
Like for instance..
No matter how big the world is and even Sabah..
We still chanced upon each other at the right place and time.
And there you are.
Whatever happens and whatever each person wants..
My fate will come to pass.
And that's defined as destiny.

Like the two of us, right?
Why? What do I call us?
Sabah is a huge place and there are lot of people..
but all it took was the right place and the right time.
And there you are.

Do you know what I'm saying?
Why? You don't get it?
It's sound so funny with the way I said it.
It's destiny.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011

Whats wrong with just being you?

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

Blessed are those who can give without remembering, and take without forgetting.

 Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there.

Exam mode

Examination mode is activated. Guess what? Tomorrow will be my first paper and yet I still laying in my bed. I'm really need my mood. No motivation. No mood. Everything is NO. I wonder, how in this world to make me so motivated?

 Exam is killing me

A picture speaks a thousand words

Anyone can help me with counseling? It's too bored to read. I like pictures. A picture speaks a thousand words. Help! Help! Anyone? I'm begging for mercy. Why the word examination exist? Who created exam? Nah, exam still exam. I need to pass.  The keyword for this matter is "STUDY".

Hold my hold

This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for
(Hold my hand)
We're better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)

Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight.

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

The nights are gettin' darker (darker)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside)
(Hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold...)

Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (hold my hand)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (one and only)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

 Michael Jackson - Hold My Hand (Duet With Akon) Lyrics
Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Let me be your vacation

I'm so tired and it's so cold
I'm starting to feel like an ice drop.
No wonder it already past 3 in the morning.

You really don't like me?
Don't worry, before you realize, you'll like me.
I'm keep dreaming on.
What I'm doing here?
Simple. Doing nothing.

For the rest of time, I can do whatever I want to do.
Just like usual, I can have a life.
You think it was pointless.
You know what...
That just like the poem I read last night.
I did a bit of thinking about you.
I even called my friends and I asked about you
That I can't cheat my feeling over you.

Have you ever tried living your life to the fullest
without having a plan?
Meaning if I've tried to live my life..
like you live yours?
Just go along with whatever I say..
no rules, no question asked.
Not that I'm being rude or anything..
but I know you don't want to go with me.

Look, let me be your vacation.
just an adventure for today..
Why I'm doing this?
I don't know actually.

If you go along with whatever I want to do today.
For the next 24 hours.
I promise you..
You will not hear my voices.
You will not see me.
You will not even smell me even when you want to.

For the rest of my life.
I still loving you.
Forever and ever
Even thought fate will separate us.

Seven wonders of life

A group of students were asked to list what they thought were the present "Seven Wonders of The World." Though there were some disagreements, the following received the most votes:

1. Great Pyramid
2. Taj Mahal
3. Grand Canyon
4. Panama Canal
5. Empire State Building
6. St. Peter's Basilica
7. China's Great Wall

While gathering the votes, the teacher noted that one student had not finished her paper yet. So, she asked the girl if she was having trouble with her list. The girl replied, "Yes, a little. I couldn't quite make up my mind because there were so many."

The teacher said, "Well, tell us what you have, and maybe we can help."

The girl hesitated, then read, "I think the Seven Wonders of The World are:

To see

To hear

To touch

To taste

To feel

To laugh

To love

The room was quiet you could heard a pin drop. The things we overlook as simple and ordinary and that we take for granted are truly wondrous! A gentle reminder - that the most precious things in life cannot be built by hand or bought by man.

Nothing last forever

Life is eternal,
and love is immortal,
and death is only a horizon;
and a horizon is nothing save the limit of our sight.

I like this quote.
Have a deep meaning.
Nothing last forever.

Truth or lie

"Even if the truth hurts it's always better than a lie."

Monday, May 16, 2011

Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's day to all teachers in the world. May God bless you. Without you, we were nothing. Your guidance, your love, your knowledge, your experience. You did share it all. And now, I did follow your footsteps. 

The teachers resembled a candle light
That lighten through our lives
The knowledge that you have sown in us
Will be cherished forever 

I may not say it always.
But, I mean it whenever I say it.
Thank You Teacher
For all the things you have done for me.
Happy Teachers Day!

Guess what? I got a gift from pupils. Simple but precious. Not so many but at least they still remember me. And I will keep it. That's my promise to them. Teaching is fun. That's why I choose this profession as my career path.


Image from: Andhra University


He's calling you "Mom..."
He can't say anything he doesn't mean.
You're right.
He'll only suffer if he stays with me.

He won't be able get a decent education...
I'll pretend I never had a son
They're only a burden to me.
I have no right to have a kid.
Take him with you.
I'm all right .
So don't worry about me.

I'm sorry
Sorry for everything
Every mistakes that I had done.
Sunday, May 15, 2011

I'll be

I'm not sure if she's a good person or not
But she says she really likes me.
It's been awhile since someone liked me so much.
There was no one after you.
You and him look really nice together.
I wanted to be just as happy as you are.
You're happy for me, right?

Don't laugh.
Just wait and see.
Let me see.
I'll be good to you.
I'll be good...
I'll try my best.
I'll be the kind man for you.
I'll be...

I'm sorry.
I don't think I should do this.
But I can do anything for you.

I know
I'll take care of everything.
You just stay with me
You just breathe, smile and stay with me.
Just like this.

Deep in my heart

Would you listen to sad story today
since I listened to yours?

For me,
That's really hurt
Totally hurt.
You make a great friends. but..
What's wrong with you?
I'm sorry if I over react.
But you can really make me mad sometimes
She sounded really nice.
Stop it if you're not serious about her.
I am serious
I've never felt this way

Can you do me a favor?
Aren't you going to draw for me?
A simple drawing.
A picture speaks a thousand words.

This is me?
It looks funny
Don't you think so?
But  it looks fine to me
Deep in my heart.

Be with you

I have been thinking about it.
What could be left of my life..
If you weren't there?
I don't think there would be anything left.
Do you feel the same way?

My life became more beautiful than anything.
I could have imagined because of you.
Let's stay together like this until the day we die.
As a brother and sister.
Then there won't be betrayal or sadness..
We'll always be together..
Until we die.

Picture from: Fenny 'n Scrap

Dear me

I feel funny writing a letter to you like this.
But I wanted to tell you that my life, too,
become beautiful because you're in it.
I also want to tell you,
I'm happy beyond words...
because I can see you whenever I want to.
And I want to tell you...
I'll never be separated from you.
And now I must return to...
being myself.
Everything sounds so simple in writing.
Me, I love you.
With the same words and...
a different meaning.
And that's why I'm happy.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Still loving you

And, in the sound of a falling star is joy and sadness uniting love.

You know, love choose no one.
Everybody is stupid in love.
Would you believe it?

If I won't be able to reply with your text..
that means I ran out of load.
Don't get too sensitive.
Don't miss me too much, okay?

Love is blind?
No, this is different.
This is like destiny.
I don't want to regret the opportunities.

Do you love me?
Why I'm asking like that?
Because I love you.
Why are you crying?
Please don't mad at me..
I was just asking.

I know how much you love me..
and I thank you for that.
No one has loved me the way you did.
I can't..
I can't be your only world.
I'm not enough for you.

I still want to accomplish a lot in my life.
Weren't you the one who pushed me..
to reach my dream?
Until when is it gonna be like this?
I'm still loving you.


Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light.

Have you ever felt so alone
and nothing make sense?
Well that's how i feel right now.
I feel like I'm facing everything by myself
with nothing left but a fake smile.

Maybe this loneliness is temporary,
but my world is empty without you
Take me by the hand
and tell me you would take me anyway

Whatever you give to life, it gives you back
Do not hate anybody
The hatred which comes out from you will someday comeback to you
Love others. and love will comeback to you.

Some days i feel broke inside, but i won't admit.
Sometimes i just wan to hide, because it's you i miss
and it's so hard to say goodbye, when it comes to this.

Welcome to my world...

A journey of life begins with a single step

Remember the old days when everyone was happy?
we all used to smile and get along so well.
no screaming or fighting.
no anger or pain.
just laughter and giggles everywhere that you looked.
i was daddy's little boy.
shining brightly he was so proud.
he used to pick me up high to the sky and tell me that i was that twinkle in his eye.
i wouldn't have changed those days one bit,they were priceless.
now id trade anything to get them back.
everything is different now.
anyone can see it from afar.
glances lead to stares and then come the suspicions.
the whispers from turned heads and the questions from friends and cops.
running away and hiding in fear.
but now I'm back to square one.
this is my life.
it's one hell of a long ride.

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