Life, Laugh and Love

"We discover our role in life through our relationship with others."

Dear lord,

I am thankful to you, for you never too busy to stand by me when I call out to you.

"The most completely lost of all days is the one in which I have not laughed"

Lord,

I pray that I may give to those who are in need and may I never forget those who give to me

"Love soften all things and makes every bitter things sweet"

Lord, let me waste no more tears of regret. Help me to turn the leaf with the resolve to rise above my errors

A day for teachers

Oh my God. This event already past. But I still want to write something about it. It's about Teacher's Day. Simple celebration but meaningful. It's a day for teachers. Choir, poem reciting, dancing and gift distribution to all lecturers.

Hey, not to forget that we did ordered a Cheese cake. Cheese cake for lecturers. It was nice to have cheese cake. Also, I love cheese cake.

Flowers for everyone. Pink and purple. Is it a good combination? Even though it is not a real flower at least they can kept it. A cup will come together with this flower. Come in package.

Look at their happy face. As long they are happy, we also happy. Thanks to them, sooner or later we as trainee will achieve our first Degree of Teaching in life. Next year, we will be celebrated by pupils. Yeah!

My Brother's Wedding

It's been a long time that I didn't post anything about my life. Currently I'm busy with something. It's a secret. Anyway, what I want to tell you that my brother married on last Monday.

Simple wedding ceremony. White and blue as the theme. Modern and traditional wedding mixed up together. I'm glad that he already advance in his life. When will I married? I don't know. Maybe later. I need to build my career first. Buy new house.

I'm a photographer when the wedding occur. And it's was really hot at that time. Without any clouds. One of my classmate did come. Clly Gulimit, thanks for coming and sleep at my house. I told you already. It's a simple wedding.

But still crowded. Relatives and friends did come and enjoy themselves. Among the relatives, some of them I didn't recognize. It's like family gathering.

Love changes people

 

I think I have killed my irritation towards her.
Oh my God.
Does it mean I'm falling for her?
I guess so.
But I don't want to love her yet.
I know she's just going to hurt me...
In the same way that she hurt all of you.

You know…
People like me have to live by my own rules.
But, if I fall in love and let her into my heart.
Then, I'll have to live by her rules.
I have to give up control over my life for her.
Love changes people too much.
Until there is nothing left of the person I used to be.

I think I already know what to do.
But it is wrong, isn't it?
It's wrong to love her?

What if I don't like myself in the first place?
Maybe love is a good kind of change.
What's not to like?
She will try to change me...
When she should just accept me for who you are.

First, it's the little things.
My peer, my clothes, my friends.
Then she tells me that it's still not enough.
Maybe there is no freedom in love.

Maybe…

What you need?

People are insecure..

give them confidence.

People like to feel special..

sincerely compliment them.

People are looking for a better tomorrow..

show them hope.

People need to be understand..

listen to them.

People lack direction..

navigate for them.

People are selfish..

speak to their needs first.

People get downhearted..

encourage them.

People want to be associated with success..

help them win.

People desire meaningful relationships..

provide community.

People seek models to follow..

be an example.

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"When one door closes another door opens; but we so often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."

~ Alexander Graham Bell 

Good morning

Never blame any day in your life.
Good days give u happiness,
Bad days give u experience.
Worst days give u a lesson.
Have a good morning and great day ahead.

Notes: Start with a smile and enjoy you day.

It's my brother's wedding. Let's be happy.

Break free

Friendship make prosperity more shining and lessens adversity by dividing and sharing it.

Cicero (106 BC - 43 BC)

It is well to give when asked but it is better to give unasked, through understanding.

Kahlil Gibran (1883 - 1931)

The only joy in the world is to begin.

Cesare Pavese (1908 - 1950)

Delay always breeds danger; and to protract a great design is often to ruin it.

Cesare Pavese (1908 - 1950)

I dreamed a dream

There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

My ordinary life

Expect cloudy skies today..

with showers in certain areas.

But..

I'm heading out.

What a nice weather.

My friends..

This unchanging scenery..

I though these comfortable days would last forever.

Actually, I'm sure they will go on forever.

The truth is, it's all fake.

Most people live their lives without ever realizing it..

but this world  is full of untouchable secrets.

I probably won't find anything in my random searches, thought.

I feel at peace here.

Even more than I do at home.

My ordinary life ended when I died..

but I never imagined a more terrible fate would be waiting for me.

For sure, nothing last forever.

Promise you

I promise you that one day,

I'm going to take you out on a date.

And it's not in the middle of the road..

I promise you that.

I'll remember it.

I saw you a while ago text someone.

Maybe it's your friend right?

Asking where are you.

Do you have a boyfriend?

I might be making a fool out of myself here..

Trying to look cute to you..

and then you might have a boyfriend.

Am I really that crude?

That's not crude.

That's just being honest.

So do you have a boyfriend or not?

I hope not.

You know what, we've been together the whole afternoon and yet..I still don't know your name.

And aren't you going to ask my name?

Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides

Pirates of the Caribbean was among my favorite movies in my list. New series that is Pirates Of The Caribbean: On Stranger Tides were released on 19 May 2011. Without any hesitation, we took our chances to watch this movie in cinema. Five of us watching this movie.

Each of us just need to pay around five ringgits. That's to our student's card. You save our day. Advantage of being a student.

After that we buy something to chew and drink. I bought two sausages and a soft drink. Simple. We sit separately because the cinema almost full at the time we arrived to buy some tickets. I sit at the back of the cinema. Too far. Luckily I did brought my spectacles. So that I can see clearly.

Not as clever as the first, as fun as the second or as epic as the third, On Stranger Tides is still a decently fun swashbuckler it just isn't a very good one.

Deeply hurt

With no direction in life.

I need a direction to direct me.

God, I thought love would conquer all.

You know what I did?

I think about to elope.

I really thought we will be okay but..

Fate has been written for us.

But of course I fought for it.

I still went out of my way to see her.

I did not know that you had someone else.

You broke up with me because..

You found our relationship too complicated.

That's it.

She simply give up.

It was so easy for her.

Just simple and easy for her.

She said she suffering a lot.

I deeply hurt.

As if I have so many mistakes..

that I have to pay for.

It's Destiny

You see, this just great.

What is great?

This is called destiny.

Do you believe in destiny?

For me, I believe that everyone has a destiny.

Like for instance..

No matter how big the world is and even Sabah..

We still chanced upon each other at the right place and time.

And there you are.

Whatever happens and whatever each person wants..

My fate will come to pass.

And that's defined as destiny.

Like the two of us, right?

Why? What do I call us?

Sabah is a huge place and there are lot of people..

but all it took was the right place and the right time.

And there you are.

Do you know what I'm saying?

Why? You don't get it?

It's sound so funny with the way I said it.

Destiny.

It's destiny.

Whats wrong with just being you?

Regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.

 

Blessed are those who can give without remembering, and take without forgetting.

 Quit now, you'll never make it. If you disregard this advice, you'll be halfway there.

Exam mode

Examination mode is activated. Guess what? Tomorrow will be my first paper and yet I still laying in my bed. I'm really need my mood. No motivation. No mood. Everything is NO. I wonder, how in this world to make me so motivated?

 Exam is killing me

A picture speaks a thousand words

Anyone can help me with counseling? It's too bored to read. I like pictures. A picture speaks a thousand words. Help! Help! Anyone? I'm begging for mercy. Why the word examination exist? Who created exam? Nah, exam still exam. I need to pass.  The keyword for this matter is "STUDY".

Hold my hold

Michael:
This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waiting for
(Hold my hand)
We're better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)

(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright) (yeah)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight.

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

Akon:
The nights are gettin' darker (darker)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside)
(Hold my hand)
So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold...)

(Together):
Cause I been there before and you've been there before, But together we can be alright. (alright)
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold we hold Each other till we see the sunlight. (ooh yeah)

So if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
Things will get better if you just hold my hand (yeah)
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.

Bridge:
I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (yeah)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (yeah)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (hold my hand)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

I can tell that you're tired of being lonely (hold my hand)
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me (hold me)
Talk to me an let me be your one and only (one and only)
Cause I can make it alright till the morning. (hold my hand)

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand

Hold my hand, (yeah) baby, (yeah) I promise that I'll do all I can (hold my hand)
Things will get better if you just hold my hand
Nothing can come between us if you just hold, hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand.


 Michael Jackson - Hold My Hand (Duet With Akon) Lyrics