Nothing has changed

Were you always this type of person?

You go into hysterics over little things,

But remain calm and objective on the big issues?

You’re too emotionless about this.

It’s not normal.

I was really curious about that.

The day before yesterday, I was going to get peace and cry myself silly.

But the even more peace I got, the better my mood.

I couldn’t muster any tears.

So I even tried thinking really sad thoughts and to get into a mournful mood.

But, when I woke up in the morning I was still fine.

Maybe it’s something like this.

You know, sometimes when you brush against something sharp…

You don’t notice the pain immediately.

Only later, when it starts to bleed and sting, do you realize it.

I think I do find it hard to grasp.

Look… people are laughing and playing…

It’s the same as always.

Nothing has changed.

I still love you…

Anyhow, it feels nice to know that at least you’re concerned about me.